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A Letter to the Child Who Made me a Mom

PCOS ( Polycystic ovary syndrome ). It’s a common syndrome in women, and for some it can cause fertility issues.  As a young woman who wants children, this news is heartbreaking. On top of that, I was also 200 pounds overweight which has a whole set of childbearing restraints on it’s own.  As far back as I can remember, as a little girl playing with her baby dolls, I dreamed of being a mommy. Holding my babydoll I would sing to her, rock her back and forth, and do all of the things I had seen my older sister do with her babies. And that feeling never left my heart as I grew older.  So now that we are moving closer to Mothers Day, I want to share a letter to the child who made a mom in honor of the single most special day of the year for me.  My Long Road to Becoming a Mom Dear McKenna, At a young age, I was told there was a good chance I wouldn’t be able to have children, or at least it would be challenging because I had what is called...

It's all mine

The chaos is mine The peace that follows is mine The randomness is mine The order in that randomness is mine The frightening darkness is mine The blinding light is mine The moon begging to be seen is mine The music in the swaying trees is mine The clouds forming rainbows in the skies are mine The wildness in the roar of the flowing water is mine The sparkle in the stars are mine The choice is mine The power to choose is mine